I have been wondering about the deterioration of my knee condition...
And now i think i hv got my answer(How can i have the answer when the doc himself is only suspecting? Dumb!!!)...
Well the doc said that he is suspecting of a meniscus tear(It sounds like OUCH!!! Well OUCH indeed)...
Now have to go for a stinking scan again(Wonder hw many time must go for scan???)
Anyways why should i be worried i m nt paying for it(the toopid army people paying for it...hahahahaha)
Damn hopefully its nothing serious and something serious at the same time(haha..i hv my reasons for saying that)...

Damn!!!
Life has been more then a struggle recently and it seems to be getting worse...
Well just like the saying goes "There are ups and downs in life" but hey i beg to differ with that, beacuse its been all down for me...
I try to think of the positives(like there is a positive)...
But in the end I end up where i started(Back to square 1 as they say)...

This is me for forever
One of the lost ones
The one without a name
Without an honest heart as compass

This is me for forever
One without a name
These lines the last effort
To find the missing lifeline

My loving heart
Lost in the dark
Walk the dark path
Sleep with angels
Call the past for help

Touch me with your love

If I close my eyes, my life, a naked truth revealed
Dreams I never lived, and scars never healed
In the darkness, light will take you to the other side
I've broken the limit inside me
I can’t run away
I have to take it face on.
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