Crestfallen,
Wrapped in all of the promises,
And relentlessly being reminded that nobody cares.
Have been walking through disregarded,
My anger rages as I watch it all wither away.
I am holding on, living in masquerade.
These feelings are not right.
Nobody tells me the raison d'être.
I am so sick and tired of being lost in all the mendacity.
I can’t facsimile anymore.
It is about time I stood up and fought.
I must make it up to myself and nobody else.
All I wanted to say was “I LOVE YOU”.
I was crying away from you,
Always staring at you trying to feel you in my arms.
All of the enigmatic behaviors don’t make sense at all.
I am willing to take the venture and find out who I really am and this castigation is too great to bear.
This is a destitution that no one should go through.
I have now seen the line in the sand and nothing can change what has already happened to me.
Although everything lies inside one’s head,
Nobody sees all the changes.
The incarceration is burning the dreams and the absence having me with no tears left…………….. NO TEARS LEFT…………………….