After all I have been through it’s about time I said thank you. I thought I knew you, but you were none different than the rest, you came and vanished faster then we got to know each other. Go and get a life bitch!!! In between getting to know you and stop thinking about you, I have grown stronger. I have also grown a whole lot wiser. As if my skin was not already thick in between that time span my skin has definitely grown even thicker. You took it all away from me. So I got to say thank you.

This is a form of tirade. This is the only way in which I can see to take out my frustrations or finding elucidations to problems. Many who read this might not like it. But do I care? Hell no!!!! This is my life not yours. PARASITES!!!


To be honest, I have never been the same ever since she (guys it‘s not who you think it is) said those words to me. Those words are still buzzing around in my ears and it always haunts me. Why did she say that? This is the one question in which I cannot get the answer to. And girl I can see that you are happy now. Be careful Nymph…

Honestly speaking, I thought I would crumble under the weight of expectations. But I coped well with all the external and internal pressures, although there were some minor difficulties here and there. So was my own self believe or some sort of guardian angel thingy that saved my ass? Well the answers are right in front of me but I still can’t figure it out.


So the bottom line is ≈ life is screwed up no matter how you look at it. Even the happiest in life would agree with me that there are more downs then ups in this contraption called life. The solution is not to go looking for the afterlife because if you think that the afterlife is much more peaceful, well you thought wrong. The only solution is to live life the way it is because life doesn’t listen to us, we listen to life.